This past week and this weekend has had it's up and downs... understandably, I believe. This coming Monday (tomorrow) is the day I find out if I still have cancer and then the following Wednesday is the day I learn if I need to have Radioactive Iodine treatment (RAI). To find this out, I had to do a blood test in November, which is what we will base all of my future blood work to and a blood test in December. The two will be compared and see if my numbers are decreasing or increasing. Decreasing is good in this case as my body shouldn't be seeing any thyroid cells and my TSH was high (hypothyroid), so that needs to lower, too.
The other reason for my Monday appointment was to adjust my medication (if needed) and the last time he also based this on how I felt. Well Wednesday morning one of his nurses called to tell me they were lowering it, okay... I don't feel better and I feel the same as I did on the 125 (was on 175... now on 150)... so why is this happening? The hospital my ENT works at allows patients to get online accounts to see their results in their account... he hasn't approved anything to be placed on there, not even my TSH results. Of course, I'm sitting here wondering 'Do I still have cancer?' 'Has it spread?' and then I tell myself everything will be fine... it's probably nothing. I try to not over think it... but at times I can't, which is driving me insane!
Other than that, later today I'm doing an webcam interview with some students that are doing a report on cancer. They posted their request on reddit and I replied saying I was up for it. I did it because it's a cancer that many people don't know about, which is bad since it seems like more and more people are getting it recently. So this will be interesting for me to do since I don't normally like talking on the phone with people I don't know (I used to not mind... but yeah) and be put on the spot.
Then tomorrow I am starting my spring semester of college and taking four classes this time. I can't wait! I'm so excited (odd, I know)! I'm taking my English 2, an anthropology class, a computer class, and foundation of business, so it should be easy-ish this semester. My goal is deal's list again!
